adek dh jaoh.:)sdar x?

phm x feelng bile org yg kite
syg agk2 mcm nk jaohkn dri
dri kite.bt i knw.act bkn die yg jaohkn dri.
tpi.mybe sbb die dh lpe i kott.die dh ade kwn bru.
sum1 yg die rse btol2 knal die.
urgh.jeles laa.i jeles gille dgn ****.
hm.ta mau slhkn sape2.its nt
raelly anyones fault.its only my own crzy emotion kott.
nth2.adek x rse ape2 pon.
ouh.ta bole2.stll feel mcm nk ckp ngn die.
nk text die.nk bork.nk hngout.
ouh.mcm dlu2 aa.bt. it seem diffrent nw aa.
no mre his txt. sying goodnyte nor goodmrnng.
hm.all his txt nw is for ****.sdgkn
**** dgn adek i ta ade ape2 spcific relationshp pon aa.
okeh2.mybe as a friend.bt, i dgn adek i dh knal lme aa.
since were in f2.ouh.syg our relationshp th.
crius need to talk to him.
hm.or mybe ta pyah.
die mcm dh lpe kt i.die mcm ta
prnh knal i pon.n **** bwtkn evrythng
mcm ta prnh hppend ape2.ouh.
ssah2.nw.yg i tau. i ikot je ape
yg adek i nk.(evn i ta tau)mybe he try to play a game.
ta kesa.yg i tau.i syg die as my adek 4ever.


"after midnight i shall kidnp u frm the wrld.
and ill keep u in my room.
hush.u my love and hold my hand.
aftr midnight i shall tke u to aplce
whre no one ese should knw u.
hush.u mylove and hold my hand.
u are exactly whre u suppose to be.
and if they come for u.
they would hve to find me STAY.
keep me awake keep me amazed only
for today.keep me dazed.
my lve is urs.only."